You and I both know you're here for a reason! You're tired of showing others the happy mask when deep down, all you want to do is scream. You're not happy, you're not fulfilled. Even worse, you feel that you've been settling in that feeling for some time now, and it has become who you are.
You crave for love, fulfillment, happiness.
You don't want to fit in, you want to thrive!
But days go by and they all look the same. Wake up, go through the day, rinse and repeat. You doubt, you hide. You're afraid to go for that new job, meet those new people, talk about your new ideas, just because you fear judgement, rejection, disappointment, failure.
And it eats you alive. You're torn between your dreams and desires and the FEAR that your ability to make them a reality is an illusion.
Oh well, even if you wish for more success, joy and freedom, you still have a roof over your head and a job that pays the rent. In a way your life is not that bad after all.
One day you'll get lucky, maybe.
You've resigned to the belief that it's fine, you're fine.
STOP SAYING YOU'RE FINE!